Aug 27, 2015. Thursday.

Today's a good day. I met my friend and we talk a lot about the current news, etc which is a rare topic to be discussed. Usually it's tedious, long small talk.

Then at night I met my previous boss and talk about hyip investment. He really believes in this program. I just don't see it. Me, I just believe in my work and my effort. Nothing is easy in this world.

My boss's son gave me a usb cable. Maybe I should return it. I hate gifts.

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Aug 22, 2015. Saturday.

Today I felt heavy as usual. My depression are still with me and I am leave to it's mercy. Got up at 7.10, which is 10 minutes late to my job.

I intentionally avoid talking to people again. I felt great when I don't do that. I don't know why I keep avoiding them. I think I still see the world as prison and the people as the cruel prisoners. I should be joining them; It's hard to fight the crowd after all.

Hmm water. I need to drink more water and less sugary drink. Been taking a lot of soda the past 2 years. It's bad for me and I keep doing it.

Money.. I need money.

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